This one is my favourite song from Fort Minor

Fort Minor - Petrified

Now why is everybody so petrified?
What?
Petrified?
What?
Step aside.
And just drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!

Yeah
How you goin’y’all?
My name is mike.
I’m fooling with the [new]
I’m doing it all like
I like what i do
I do what i like
I could quit and get it back like i’m riding a bike
Like stop...
...get it back.

We got that balance keeping us on track
That ya get what ‘cha [move] and quitno slow
You stare like you don’t care
But you do it though i know

You really must be so lonely
Puffed uplookin’ toughbut so phony
You and your boysyou don’t know me
You really wanna [show] me? show mehomie.

Lets get it over with for good
I got a friction addiction i wish you would
Machine shop rockin’ when we step inside
And we got everybody so petrified

Now why is everybody so petrified?
What?
Petrified?
What?
Step aside.
And just drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!

Listen you are not ready
Like children in a building you can’t stand steady
It must be the beat so heavy
Coz i panic attack like a crack in the levy

Give you that [... or plant]
Dancing days are back
Feeling all in the track in fact
For those knowing the name
Of back with a brand new attack
Who can do it like that?

You really must be so lonely
Puffed uplookin’ toughbut so phony
You and your boysyou don’t know me
You really wanna [show] me? show mehomie.

Tough talk doesn’t mean a thing
[you know for yourself you know when we’re up in a scene]
Its machine shop rockin’ when we step inside
And we got everybody so petrified

Now why is everybody so petrified?
What?
Petrified?
What?
Step aside.
And just drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!

Now why is everybody so petrified?
What?
Petrified?
What?
Step aside.
And just drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!

[letras aleatórias] 2x

Now why is everybody so petrified?
What?
Petrified?
What?
Step aside.
And just drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!

Like stop...
...get it back.
We got that balance keeping us on track

Like stop...
...get it back.
We got that balance keeping us on track

Like stop...
...get it back.
We got that balance keeping us on track

Like stop...
...get it back.
We got that balance keeping us on track

Stop...stop...stop...stop...stop...

‘chine shop!

This one is also a cool songs from Fort Minor

Fort Minor - Where'd You Go

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit
Some days I wanna quitand just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing Where'd you go?"

I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile
But nowyou only stop by every once in a while
ShitI find myself just fillin' my time
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doin' fineI plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say
And I'll tell youI want you to know it's a little fucked up
That I'm stuck here waitin'at times debatin'
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up
That I'm stuck here waitin'no longer debatin'
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses
For while you're not aroundand feeling so useless
It seems one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...

Hell yeah, i've never expected a week like this, so busy, so sad, so surpirising, so exciting, so fun!!! Apa yang kukatakan pada hari senin yang lalu tentang awal yang buruk untuk minggu ini ternyata hanya terjadi pada awal saja, pada hari2 yang lain, semuanya berjalan lancar dan menyenangkan, yeah!!!!

Finally, i've fixed my 'rel-' problem, yeah it's gotten better!!!! i dunno why, but it works!!! it's something i called, "Don't be afraid to fail".....

Yeagh, it's also a busy week, so many test, and so much to do with the proposal which is not finished yet... It's a sad week, LNS dibagi, which is so bad.. Aku sudah tau sejak awal kalau lns ku bakalan jelek, tapi hasilnya lebih jelek dari perkiraanku, wow 4 mata pelajaran rata-ratanya merah semua: Sejarah, Kimia, Fisika, Biologi... Oh my....

But after all, it's a great week.... Oh yeah one more thing, mulai besok tempat duduk di kelas dipindah, aku juga dah bosen duduk sama ian ^^, sekarang bakalan duduk sama erin, tapi duduknya didepan sendiri....

Thursday, March 16, 2006

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Well, all i can say is that : 'Things are going better day after day'

Robbie Williams - Advertising Space

There's no earthly way of knowing
What was in your heart
When it stopped going
The whole world shook
A storm was blowing through you

Waiting for God to stop this
And up to your neck in darkness
Everyone around you was corrupted
Saying somethin'

There's no dignity in death
To sell the world your last breath
They're still fighting over
Everything you left over

I saw you standing at the gates
When Marlon Brando passed away
You had that look upon your face
Advertising space

And
No one learned from your mistakes
We let our profit s go to waste
All that's left in any case
Is Advertising space

Through your eyes
The world was burning
Please be gentle
I'm still learning
You seemed to say
As you kept turning up

They poisoned you with compromise
At what point did you realise
Everybody loves your lies
But you ahahh

Special agent for the man
Through watergate and vietnam
No one really gave a damn
Did you think the CIA did

I saw you standing at the gates
When Marlon Brando passed away
You had that look upon your face
Advertising space

And
No one learned from your mistake
We let our profits go to waste
All that's left in any case
Is Advertising space ooooohh

I saw you standing at the gates
When Marlon Brando passed away
You had that look upon your face
Advertising space

No one learned from your mistakes
We let our profits go to waste
All that's left in any case
Is Advertising space

I've seen your daughter
Man shes cute
I was scared but I wanted to
Boy she looks a lot like you

Monday, berarti hari baru untuk sebuah minggu yang baru.. Biasanya kalau di horoskop di koran ato di majalah, tiap minggu pasti ada yang berubah pada nasib kita... Entah itu bertambah baik ato bertambah buruk, tapi kalau melihat apa yang telah kualami seminggu yang lalu, mestinya minggu ini berubah menjadi lebih baik, but....

It still the same, dimulai dari ulangan matematika yang cuman dapat 50 (weleh), jadi gak enak sama nancy yang udah dapet 90, jadinya rata-rata kelompok jadi 62,5 (agnes got 60 and reza got 50 too)... Weleh, weleh... Yang lebih parah lagi, ulangan susulan biologi, yang aku gak belajar sama sekali, coz sangat mendadak banget, waktu itu aku lagi sakit, terus besoknya langsung disuruh susulan, padahal belum belajar, mana hari itu gak bawa buku biologi, yah jadinya dapet 29 <--wtf!!!!

Terus hal yang kuharapkan dari seorang teman untuk janji mengambilkan foto 'dia' di mas Selo gak kesampaian, soalnya, katanya waktu dia ngambil foto ada mas Selo jadi gak bisa ngambilin buat aku (oh my!!!)... Is there anybody who's gonna help me???

Sorenya, aku debat sama papa-ku masalah my-drum, i would like to move it to my frenz house, coz he just bought a new guitar, so it would be nice if we can play together, but he said that i must concentrate to my 'final exam'.....

Emmm, sebenarnya yang ini masalah keberanian untuk menghadepin dia, tapi entah kenapa hari ini aku gak punya keberanian sama sekali, waktu liat dia di depan kelas, geez... Aku gak berani keluar kelas, yah, bener'e aku masih trauma, soalnya takut nanti kalo aku nyapa dia gak bales nyapa, tapi mulai besok i promise aku bakal nyapa gak peduli apa resikonya...

A bad start for this week, dunno how the next day would be, but i still hope for a better tomorrow....^^

Good Night / Good Morning?? I don't know what should i greet you guys..

HUff... It happens again, bertambah satu lagi orang yang tau, kali ini orang tersebut tau dengan cara nebak di blog-ini dan benar... So please, jangan kasih tau sapa-sapa ya... En, kalau bisa, tolong bantu aku, please!!! Up to now there are 4 people already know... Aku gak pernah menyangka kalau dalam tempo secepat ini (seminggu) ada 2 orang baru yang tau...

Well, kali ini aku mau cerita.. Aku punya 2 frase yang paling kusukai, dan 2 frase itu adalah:

• what if
• if only

Yang pertama, what if, artinya bagaimana jika.... Menurutku kata-kata inilah yang terus membuat pertanyaan dalam jiwa manusia, contohnya, bagaimana jika manusia tinggal di mars? itulah yang mungkin menjadi dasar para peneliti di NASA untuk terus berkembang dan menuju ke mars... Bagi aku sendiri, kata itulah yang terus membuat aku melakukan hal-hal yang baru... Tapi sayangnya, orang seperti aku ini termasuk jenis orang yang kurang berani dalam merealisasi-kan hal tersebut, apalagi kalau menyangkut yang namanya LOVE, the crazy little thing....

Yang kedua, if only, seandainya saja.... Yah itulah kata-kata yang merupakan sebuah penyesalan, tapi menurutku penyesalan itu adalah sebuah experience, dan ingat di buku tulis kalian pasti ada tulisan 'experience is the best teacher'.. I know, aku suka sekali berandai-andai, bagaimana kalau tindakan yang kulakukan pada waktu itu tidak seharusnya seperti itu..., melainkan seperti ini.... Dan itulah caraku menyesali perbuatan-perbuatan bodoh-ku, dan yah... Terus berkayal akan hal-hal yang indah...

Guys, 2 kata diatas adalah kata-kata yang membuat orang terus berkayal... I don't know why, but i like to imagine, because the reality is so hard, it's not as easy as imagining... Don't tell me that i'm wrong, i've already know about that thing guys.. Aku sudah tau kalau itu adalah pemikiran yang salah... Orang yang gak berani menghadapi realita adalah orang yang penakut/loser... Tapi mau gimana lagi, sudah menjadi prinsip dasar manusia untuk mencari enaknya sendiri kan???

And sometimes, i ask myself, why does the reality is so hard to face??? It seems that the reality is never be my friend, it always be my enemy.. Whatever i want, the reality does the opposite...

Ini sebenernya mau kutulis di my-other-blog tapi akhirnya kuputuskan untuk menulis disini: And guys did you know that some movie last in my heart?? Dan kali ini adalah 'Fly me to Polaris', filem lama aku sebenernya dah pingin nonton sejak dulu, tapi baru inget kemaren dulu, jadi baru sempet cari kemaren dulu, itupun ingetnya karena dingetin orang lain, kalau ada film yang judulnya Fly me to polaris.. After watching that movie, i feel that i'm afraid of losing her... Dalam jangka waktu yang tinggal 3 bulan lagi di dempo... Masa cuma harus berakhir seperti ini, dan aku nantinya harus menyesalinya di kemudian hari dengan berkata 'If Only'.......

in any fight,
its the guy who's willin' to die who's gonna win that inch!
and i know if i'm gonna have any life anymore,
its because i'm still willing to fight,
and die,
for that inch!!

taking my time,
i'm trying to leave the memories of you behind,
i'm gonna be fine,
as soon as i get your picture out of my mind

i wanna feel the way you make me feel when i'm with you,
i wanna be the only hand you need to hold onto,
but every time i call you dont have time
i guess i'll never get to call you mine

your nothing at all
i know theres a million reasons why i shouldnt call
theres nothing to say
that could easily make this conversation last all day

i wanna feel the way you make me feel when i'm with you,
i wanna be the only hand you need to hold onto,
but every time i call you dont have time
i guess i'll never get to call you mine

ps : Another kewl song from Simple Plan!!!!

First of all let me say : 'FUCK!!!'

Okay, semakin lama masalahnya semakin runyam coi!!!! Gak saling menyapa!!! Waduh.... Yah beginilah, semakin lama rasanya semakin fuck aja nih dunia.... Makin bosenin, gak tau nih kenapa, dan rasanya semakin jauh saja....

Hmmph, saat ini yang tau 'who that girl is' nambah satu orang lagi. Mau gimana lagi, dia terus aja nebak-nebak, dan makin lama orang-nya makin sedikit. Yah, akhirnya kuputuskan untuk kuberi tahu dia....

Terus untuk pertama kalinya di semester 2, ulangan fisika-ku dapet diatas 70, dapet 76!!! Horee....

Yah, maafkan saya karena dah jarang nulis blog lagi, sebab yah seperti yang sudah dikatakan sebelumnya, internet di rumah di cabut, ini aja nyolong-nyolong di rumah...

And now, i have a new commitment, daripada gagal dengan mengecewakan, maka aku akan berusaha semaksimal mungkin, gak ngurus itu akan menjadi lebih buruk ato lebih baik, kalau gagal lebih baik gagal sekalian... Itu yang kupegang saat ini... Terus yang kedua, yang kudapat dari pilem-pilem 'Love : Impossible is Nothing', yeah dalam cinta gak ada yang namanya impossible... Seorang teman pernah cerita kalau cece-nya tuh ditaksir sama orang, tapi pada awalnya gak pernah di-respon, kalau sms yang mbales'i tuh adiknya bukan dia sendiri, wes pokok'e gak dianggep gitu lho (mungkin seperti saya ini T.T)... Tau gak gimana akhirnya?? Akhirnya mereka berdua jadian, dan si cece-nya tadi tuh sangat mencintai tuh cowok... Ini kisah nyata lho!! bukan dari film... That's why 'Love : Impossible is Nothing'!!!

Huahh.... Blogger-nya lemot banget hari ini....

Huff.... Akhir-akhir ini hari-hari berjalan semakin berat saja... Semakin banyak ulangan, belum lagi year book, ditambah lagi semakin buruknya relasi dengan dia (detailnya di my-other-blog)....

Waduh..... wes gak ngerti aku kudu ngomong opo.... Tewur-tewur... Wes ngono saiki awak-ku rodok gak enak... Duh.. Duh....

Wes gitu ada 2 anak di kelas sing ngotot kalo aku seneng sama arek lain.... Wes diomongi salah ya sik ngotot ae 2 arek iku....

Kalo aku mau lari saja, melupakan-nya tuh rasanya berat banget, dan rasane gak bisa banget gitu.... Terus aja ada di-pikiranku terus.... Ah, just get lost!!!! I can't stand like this anymore... Sebener'e apa maumu?? Kamu tuh mau aku harus gimana??? memang sih perjuanganku gak seperti yang dilakukan di film'e if only, ato di My Sassy girl. Tapi yah, mengertilah kalau orang tuh berusaha mbok dihargai sedikit gitu lho!!!!!! Lagian gimana aku mau berusaha lebih keras kalau berusaha aja gak pernah dapet respon!!

Sudah dulu ah... semakin aku menulis, semakin aku berat.....
...

Well, akhir-akhir ini aku dah jarang nulis blog lagi, mau tau kenapa???
Ada 2 hal, yang pertama, internet di rumah dah di cabut, soalnya abis banyak bulan lalu, yah meskipun masih bisa curi-curi, tapi dah jarang itu....
Yang kedua, nothing special with my life, yah hari-hari ini rasanya berjalan sama saja, hari ini sama dengan hari kemarin, hari besok sama dengan hari ini, gak tau lah.... Mungkin karena aku gak ada semangat untuk membuat hari-hariku spesial, jadi tiap hari sama saja, it always be like this: Bangun pagi, pergi ke sekolah, sebelum pelajaran mulai kerja PR dulu, waktu pelajaran ngantuk banget and males banget, jam ke-3 ke wc, terus pulang sekolah langsung pulang, and do the makalah (it's already submited man!!!, Hell Yeah!!!) sampe sore, terus nganggur sampe malem.... Yeah, akhir-akhir ini seperti itu terus....

Errr, mungkin yang 'agak' spesial tuh kemaren, i was talking with her, tapi ini bukan cewek yang selama ini dipikirkan sama ully, ian , dll. Buat ully, aku tau apa yang kamu pikirkan kemaren waktu susulan biologi, BUT IT ISN'T THAT GIRL, IT'S TRUE!!!!!!..... yah meskipun ngomongnya gak lama2, tapi lumayan kan??? ya gak???

Yah, dan akhir-akhir ini yang kulakukan hanya nonton pilem-pilem, and this is how i rated those film:
Jomblo ***
Just Like Heaven *****
WindStruck ***
Star Wars III ****
If Only ***
Memoirs of Geisha ** (gak tau bagus'e dimana aku)
Eurotrip ****
Roadtrip ***
My Sassy Girl ****
Meet the Fockers **

ps : I was really impressed by the Just Like Heaven