Haha, kita sering baca 40 things boys should know about girls... Nah ini versi cowoknya, diambil dari bul-nya fs... And it's absoulutely correct...

*1. We're not as pervert as you think we all
are.

*2. No matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend
IS
a LOSER.

*3. We like you to give us hugs and kisses
sometimes too.

*4. Don't argue with us when we call you
beautiful.

*5. Don't treat us like crap, what goes
around comes around.

*6. We know you're pretty, that's one of
the reason's we're going out with you.

*7. Don't go into detail about your period.
It scares us.

*8. If you have cramps and we ask you
what's wrong, just tell us it's that time of the
month and nothing more.

*9. If you really liked us for us, you would
let us think that our mustache, beard, or
sideburns looked cool.

*10. We never shave our legs. So get
over it.

*11. NEVER ask us if you can put makeup
on us. It's just wrong.

*12. Don't make bets about us, because
one of your friends will tell us, if you don't.

*13. When we tell you that you're not fat,
believe us.

*14. We absolutely do not care about the
Backstreet Boys, *NSYNC, 98 Degrees,B5, or
what any other guy looks like for that matter.

*15. We may not be able to pee accurately all
of
the time, but at least we can stand up and go
pee.

*16. Just cause you think you're always right,
doesn't mean that you don't have to apologize
when you do something "wrong."

*17. You expect us to say and do sweet things
for
you, but it would be nice if you did the same
every
once in a while. We like to know that you love
us.

*18. We can't always be spontaneous, so try
to
help us make the plans sometimes.

*19. Don't ask us to beat up another guy for
you,
cause you might get what you wish for.

* 20. Never kick us in the nuts "just to see
what
we would say". That's just mean.

*21. Never pretend like you are going to break
up
with us and laugh when we believe you.

*22. Pamela Anderson's breasts aren't fake
anymore, but we like yours better anyway.

*23. Size doesn't matter, except to idiots who
don't
want a relationship.

*24. PMS is not an excuse.

*25. If you want us to put the seat down when
we're done, you should put it up when
you're done.

*26 Don't tell us how cute your ex-boyfriend
was.
That doesn't turn us on.

*27. And always remember: The way to a guys
heart is through his stomach..... and maybe....
oh
nevermind.

*28. NEVER ask us to kiss other guys. You
might
be that comfy with your friends, but to us it's
just
wrong.

*29. We always notice how funny it is after
your rip
out our heart, stick it down our throat and still
want
to be friends.

*30. And last but not least: We know you're
not
always right, but we'll pretend like you are
anyway.

Huaa.... i've missed something like this.. Bangun siang di hari libur, terus abis itu dilanjutkan nonton film ato kalo gak internet'an... Hua, kebanyang gak??? enak banget kan itu??? Terus selanjutnya kita bermalas-malasan sehari penuh... Tapi rasanya bakalan jarang baget ada situasi kayak gini... Oh gak juga seh, masih ada libur paskah ya??? Tapi kan waktu paskah nanti kita harus mikirin masalah ebta-uan... Geez.....

Btw, my life is brilliant right now, yeah, seperti kata tya, aku emang dah jenuh banget sekarang, dan dengan bulat hati, I DECIDED TO FORGET ABOUT HER.... dah capek banget tuh ngejar seseorang yang tanpa harapan gitu, padahal beberapa waktu yang lalu aku cuman nggak mau mikirin untuk sementara waktu, tapi sekarang... En do you know?? i really have a great time after that.... Tanpa beban gitu.. Pokok'e hidup ini indah banget lah....

Em, kemaren aku juga tanya ke temen-ku kayak gini : 'Cewe tuh kalo dikasih perhatian gimana??' yah aku pengen tau banget, cewe tuh suka ato gak kalo dikasih perhatian gitu?? ato cewe lebih suka gak diperhatiin, maksud aku cewe itu berpikir 'ngapaen seh elo pengen tau aja...'... Terus si temen tadi jawab kalo cewe tuh kebanyakan suka diberi perhatian, tapi lihat-lihat orang-nya gitu.. Nah, gimana tuh maksudnya??? Ada yang punya pendapat??? Cewe seneng dikasih perhatian gak???

Nah, sekarang kasih waktu buat lagu yang pernah dapat penghargaan 'lagu terbaik sepanjang masa'

Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody

Is this the real life-
Is this just fantasy-
Caught in a landslide-
No escape from reality-
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see-
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy-
Because I'm easy come,easy go,
little high,little low,
Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me,
To me

Mama, just killed a man,
Put a gun against his head,
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead,
Mama,life had just begun,
But now I've gone and thrown it all away-
Mama, oooo didn't mean to make you cry-
if I'm not back again this time tomorrow-
Carry on,carry on, as if nothing really matters-

Too late,my time has come,
Sends shivers down my spine-
Body's aching all the time,
Goodbye everybody-I've got to go-
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth-
Mama oooo- (any way the wind blows)
I don't wanna die,
sometimes wish I'd never been born at all-

I see a little silhouetto of a man,
Scaramouche, Scaramouche will you do the Fandango?-
Thunderbolt and lightning-very very frightening me-
Galileo, Galileo,
Galileo Galileo
Galileo figaro-Magnifico-

I'm just a poor boy nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family-
Spare him his life from his monstrosity-
Easy come easy go-, will you let me go-
Bismillah! No-, we will not let you go-let him go-
Bismillah! We will not let you go-let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go-let me go
Will not let you go-let me go
(Never, never, never, never let me go)
Will not let you go let me go ooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhh
No, no, no, no, no, no, no-
Oh Mama mia, mama mia, mama mia let me go-
Beelzebub has the devil put aside for me, for me, for me-

So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye-
So you think you can love me and leave me to die-
Oh baby-Can't do this to me baby-
Just gotta get out-just gotta get right outta here-

oooo, oo yeah, oo yeah

Nothing really matters,
Anyone can see,
Nothing really matters-, nothing really matters to me...

Anyway the wind blows...

This one is a good article:

Weird Definitions

Cigarette
A pinch of tobacco rolled in paper with fire at one end & a fool on the other.

Marriage
It's an agreement in which a man loses his bachelor's degree and a woman gains her master's.

Committee
Individuals who can do nothing individually and sit to decide that nothing can be done together.

Office
A place where you can relax after your strenuous home life.

Dictionary
A place where divorce comes before marriage .

Smile
A curve that can set a lot of things straight.

Divorce
Future tense of marriage.

Lecture
An art of transferring information from the notes of the lecturer to the notes of the students without passing through "the minds of either".

Compromise
The art of dividing a cake in such a way that everybody beleives he got the biggest piece

College
A place where some pursue learning and others learn pursuing.

Politician
One who shakes your hand before elections and your confidence after.

Em, btw, akhir-akhir ini tidur-ku uenak banget gitu, nyenyak banget... dunno why....

I never, said I'd lie in wait forever
If I died we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...

Ever...
Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies!

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall...
If I fall...
Down

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I....
Should I?!?!?!?!
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna.....

Not now God...
I'd rather be alone right now,
Doing the best for my life..

But somehow i thank you...
for giving me a gift....
I saw it in my dream,
And you've just realized it...
A gift that would never be mine
And it's also a gift that shouldn't be owned

It's something precious to me
Showing me the right path from the wrong way
Cheer me up from my sorrowness
Shining another light in my sadness

I promise God,
i would never dissapoint this gift..
I will fight for this gift...

But,
somehow those feeling come,
please 'not now' God...
Right now i don't want those feeling...
I really don't want...
Let a gift be a gift right now...

This is one of the best gift you've ever gave me...
So, where should i complain about those feeling??
To you, or to me myself???

Make this feeling after those battlefield...
And it makes this gift 'perfect'.....

ps : The best encryption in this world isn't a 64-bit encryption, it's a poem =)....


Sorry, kalian mungkin nggak bakal ngerti apa isi tulisan diatas, tapi emang gitu yang aku pengen, biarlah aku sendiri yang tahu apa maksud tulisan-tulisan diatas...

Em... lagi di Simply Box nih, nunggu erin buat kerja agama, katanya erin hari ini kerja jam 1/2 5 di rumahnya, nah tapi waktu aku dateng jam 16.46 erinnya lagi pergi... T.T yah jadinya tak tinggal ke simply box dulu...

Well, saat ini aku lagi niat-niatnya sekolah nih, gak tau kenapa ^^, pokoknya pengen banget niat belajar... En saat ini lagi pengen konsen ke pelajaran, which is means no girl, no games, and no other...

But, yeah kalo gak ada temen yang ngingetin tentang cewek, yah cewek itu sendiri yang muncul, padahal aku lagi gak mau mikirin saat ini. Bukannya mau menyerah, tapi sekali lagi saat ini pengen banget konsen ke pelajaran.. ^^

This one is my favourite song from Fort Minor

Fort Minor - Petrified

Now why is everybody so petrified?
What?
Petrified?
What?
Step aside.
And just drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!

Yeah
How you goin’y’all?
My name is mike.
I’m fooling with the [new]
I’m doing it all like
I like what i do
I do what i like
I could quit and get it back like i’m riding a bike
Like stop...
...get it back.

We got that balance keeping us on track
That ya get what ‘cha [move] and quitno slow
You stare like you don’t care
But you do it though i know

You really must be so lonely
Puffed uplookin’ toughbut so phony
You and your boysyou don’t know me
You really wanna [show] me? show mehomie.

Lets get it over with for good
I got a friction addiction i wish you would
Machine shop rockin’ when we step inside
And we got everybody so petrified

Now why is everybody so petrified?
What?
Petrified?
What?
Step aside.
And just drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!

Listen you are not ready
Like children in a building you can’t stand steady
It must be the beat so heavy
Coz i panic attack like a crack in the levy

Give you that [... or plant]
Dancing days are back
Feeling all in the track in fact
For those knowing the name
Of back with a brand new attack
Who can do it like that?

You really must be so lonely
Puffed uplookin’ toughbut so phony
You and your boysyou don’t know me
You really wanna [show] me? show mehomie.

Tough talk doesn’t mean a thing
[you know for yourself you know when we’re up in a scene]
Its machine shop rockin’ when we step inside
And we got everybody so petrified

Now why is everybody so petrified?
What?
Petrified?
What?
Step aside.
And just drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!

Now why is everybody so petrified?
What?
Petrified?
What?
Step aside.
And just drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!

[letras aleatórias] 2x

Now why is everybody so petrified?
What?
Petrified?
What?
Step aside.
And just drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!
Drop that...
Come on!

Like stop...
...get it back.
We got that balance keeping us on track

Like stop...
...get it back.
We got that balance keeping us on track

Like stop...
...get it back.
We got that balance keeping us on track

Like stop...
...get it back.
We got that balance keeping us on track

Stop...stop...stop...stop...stop...

‘chine shop!

This one is also a cool songs from Fort Minor

Fort Minor - Where'd You Go

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit
Some days I wanna quitand just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing Where'd you go?"

I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile
But nowyou only stop by every once in a while
ShitI find myself just fillin' my time
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doin' fineI plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say
And I'll tell youI want you to know it's a little fucked up
That I'm stuck here waitin'at times debatin'
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up
That I'm stuck here waitin'no longer debatin'
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses
For while you're not aroundand feeling so useless
It seems one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...

Hell yeah, i've never expected a week like this, so busy, so sad, so surpirising, so exciting, so fun!!! Apa yang kukatakan pada hari senin yang lalu tentang awal yang buruk untuk minggu ini ternyata hanya terjadi pada awal saja, pada hari2 yang lain, semuanya berjalan lancar dan menyenangkan, yeah!!!!

Finally, i've fixed my 'rel-' problem, yeah it's gotten better!!!! i dunno why, but it works!!! it's something i called, "Don't be afraid to fail".....

Yeagh, it's also a busy week, so many test, and so much to do with the proposal which is not finished yet... It's a sad week, LNS dibagi, which is so bad.. Aku sudah tau sejak awal kalau lns ku bakalan jelek, tapi hasilnya lebih jelek dari perkiraanku, wow 4 mata pelajaran rata-ratanya merah semua: Sejarah, Kimia, Fisika, Biologi... Oh my....

But after all, it's a great week.... Oh yeah one more thing, mulai besok tempat duduk di kelas dipindah, aku juga dah bosen duduk sama ian ^^, sekarang bakalan duduk sama erin, tapi duduknya didepan sendiri....

Thursday, March 16, 2006

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Well, all i can say is that : 'Things are going better day after day'

Robbie Williams - Advertising Space

There's no earthly way of knowing
What was in your heart
When it stopped going
The whole world shook
A storm was blowing through you

Waiting for God to stop this
And up to your neck in darkness
Everyone around you was corrupted
Saying somethin'

There's no dignity in death
To sell the world your last breath
They're still fighting over
Everything you left over

I saw you standing at the gates
When Marlon Brando passed away
You had that look upon your face
Advertising space

And
No one learned from your mistakes
We let our profit s go to waste
All that's left in any case
Is Advertising space

Through your eyes
The world was burning
Please be gentle
I'm still learning
You seemed to say
As you kept turning up

They poisoned you with compromise
At what point did you realise
Everybody loves your lies
But you ahahh

Special agent for the man
Through watergate and vietnam
No one really gave a damn
Did you think the CIA did

I saw you standing at the gates
When Marlon Brando passed away
You had that look upon your face
Advertising space

And
No one learned from your mistake
We let our profits go to waste
All that's left in any case
Is Advertising space ooooohh

I saw you standing at the gates
When Marlon Brando passed away
You had that look upon your face
Advertising space

No one learned from your mistakes
We let our profits go to waste
All that's left in any case
Is Advertising space

I've seen your daughter
Man shes cute
I was scared but I wanted to
Boy she looks a lot like you

Monday, berarti hari baru untuk sebuah minggu yang baru.. Biasanya kalau di horoskop di koran ato di majalah, tiap minggu pasti ada yang berubah pada nasib kita... Entah itu bertambah baik ato bertambah buruk, tapi kalau melihat apa yang telah kualami seminggu yang lalu, mestinya minggu ini berubah menjadi lebih baik, but....

It still the same, dimulai dari ulangan matematika yang cuman dapat 50 (weleh), jadi gak enak sama nancy yang udah dapet 90, jadinya rata-rata kelompok jadi 62,5 (agnes got 60 and reza got 50 too)... Weleh, weleh... Yang lebih parah lagi, ulangan susulan biologi, yang aku gak belajar sama sekali, coz sangat mendadak banget, waktu itu aku lagi sakit, terus besoknya langsung disuruh susulan, padahal belum belajar, mana hari itu gak bawa buku biologi, yah jadinya dapet 29 <--wtf!!!!

Terus hal yang kuharapkan dari seorang teman untuk janji mengambilkan foto 'dia' di mas Selo gak kesampaian, soalnya, katanya waktu dia ngambil foto ada mas Selo jadi gak bisa ngambilin buat aku (oh my!!!)... Is there anybody who's gonna help me???

Sorenya, aku debat sama papa-ku masalah my-drum, i would like to move it to my frenz house, coz he just bought a new guitar, so it would be nice if we can play together, but he said that i must concentrate to my 'final exam'.....

Emmm, sebenarnya yang ini masalah keberanian untuk menghadepin dia, tapi entah kenapa hari ini aku gak punya keberanian sama sekali, waktu liat dia di depan kelas, geez... Aku gak berani keluar kelas, yah, bener'e aku masih trauma, soalnya takut nanti kalo aku nyapa dia gak bales nyapa, tapi mulai besok i promise aku bakal nyapa gak peduli apa resikonya...

A bad start for this week, dunno how the next day would be, but i still hope for a better tomorrow....^^

Good Night / Good Morning?? I don't know what should i greet you guys..

HUff... It happens again, bertambah satu lagi orang yang tau, kali ini orang tersebut tau dengan cara nebak di blog-ini dan benar... So please, jangan kasih tau sapa-sapa ya... En, kalau bisa, tolong bantu aku, please!!! Up to now there are 4 people already know... Aku gak pernah menyangka kalau dalam tempo secepat ini (seminggu) ada 2 orang baru yang tau...

Well, kali ini aku mau cerita.. Aku punya 2 frase yang paling kusukai, dan 2 frase itu adalah:

• what if
• if only

Yang pertama, what if, artinya bagaimana jika.... Menurutku kata-kata inilah yang terus membuat pertanyaan dalam jiwa manusia, contohnya, bagaimana jika manusia tinggal di mars? itulah yang mungkin menjadi dasar para peneliti di NASA untuk terus berkembang dan menuju ke mars... Bagi aku sendiri, kata itulah yang terus membuat aku melakukan hal-hal yang baru... Tapi sayangnya, orang seperti aku ini termasuk jenis orang yang kurang berani dalam merealisasi-kan hal tersebut, apalagi kalau menyangkut yang namanya LOVE, the crazy little thing....

Yang kedua, if only, seandainya saja.... Yah itulah kata-kata yang merupakan sebuah penyesalan, tapi menurutku penyesalan itu adalah sebuah experience, dan ingat di buku tulis kalian pasti ada tulisan 'experience is the best teacher'.. I know, aku suka sekali berandai-andai, bagaimana kalau tindakan yang kulakukan pada waktu itu tidak seharusnya seperti itu..., melainkan seperti ini.... Dan itulah caraku menyesali perbuatan-perbuatan bodoh-ku, dan yah... Terus berkayal akan hal-hal yang indah...

Guys, 2 kata diatas adalah kata-kata yang membuat orang terus berkayal... I don't know why, but i like to imagine, because the reality is so hard, it's not as easy as imagining... Don't tell me that i'm wrong, i've already know about that thing guys.. Aku sudah tau kalau itu adalah pemikiran yang salah... Orang yang gak berani menghadapi realita adalah orang yang penakut/loser... Tapi mau gimana lagi, sudah menjadi prinsip dasar manusia untuk mencari enaknya sendiri kan???

And sometimes, i ask myself, why does the reality is so hard to face??? It seems that the reality is never be my friend, it always be my enemy.. Whatever i want, the reality does the opposite...

Ini sebenernya mau kutulis di my-other-blog tapi akhirnya kuputuskan untuk menulis disini: And guys did you know that some movie last in my heart?? Dan kali ini adalah 'Fly me to Polaris', filem lama aku sebenernya dah pingin nonton sejak dulu, tapi baru inget kemaren dulu, jadi baru sempet cari kemaren dulu, itupun ingetnya karena dingetin orang lain, kalau ada film yang judulnya Fly me to polaris.. After watching that movie, i feel that i'm afraid of losing her... Dalam jangka waktu yang tinggal 3 bulan lagi di dempo... Masa cuma harus berakhir seperti ini, dan aku nantinya harus menyesalinya di kemudian hari dengan berkata 'If Only'.......

in any fight,
its the guy who's willin' to die who's gonna win that inch!
and i know if i'm gonna have any life anymore,
its because i'm still willing to fight,
and die,
for that inch!!

taking my time,
i'm trying to leave the memories of you behind,
i'm gonna be fine,
as soon as i get your picture out of my mind

i wanna feel the way you make me feel when i'm with you,
i wanna be the only hand you need to hold onto,
but every time i call you dont have time
i guess i'll never get to call you mine

your nothing at all
i know theres a million reasons why i shouldnt call
theres nothing to say
that could easily make this conversation last all day

i wanna feel the way you make me feel when i'm with you,
i wanna be the only hand you need to hold onto,
but every time i call you dont have time
i guess i'll never get to call you mine

ps : Another kewl song from Simple Plan!!!!

First of all let me say : 'FUCK!!!'

Okay, semakin lama masalahnya semakin runyam coi!!!! Gak saling menyapa!!! Waduh.... Yah beginilah, semakin lama rasanya semakin fuck aja nih dunia.... Makin bosenin, gak tau nih kenapa, dan rasanya semakin jauh saja....

Hmmph, saat ini yang tau 'who that girl is' nambah satu orang lagi. Mau gimana lagi, dia terus aja nebak-nebak, dan makin lama orang-nya makin sedikit. Yah, akhirnya kuputuskan untuk kuberi tahu dia....

Terus untuk pertama kalinya di semester 2, ulangan fisika-ku dapet diatas 70, dapet 76!!! Horee....

Yah, maafkan saya karena dah jarang nulis blog lagi, sebab yah seperti yang sudah dikatakan sebelumnya, internet di rumah di cabut, ini aja nyolong-nyolong di rumah...

And now, i have a new commitment, daripada gagal dengan mengecewakan, maka aku akan berusaha semaksimal mungkin, gak ngurus itu akan menjadi lebih buruk ato lebih baik, kalau gagal lebih baik gagal sekalian... Itu yang kupegang saat ini... Terus yang kedua, yang kudapat dari pilem-pilem 'Love : Impossible is Nothing', yeah dalam cinta gak ada yang namanya impossible... Seorang teman pernah cerita kalau cece-nya tuh ditaksir sama orang, tapi pada awalnya gak pernah di-respon, kalau sms yang mbales'i tuh adiknya bukan dia sendiri, wes pokok'e gak dianggep gitu lho (mungkin seperti saya ini T.T)... Tau gak gimana akhirnya?? Akhirnya mereka berdua jadian, dan si cece-nya tadi tuh sangat mencintai tuh cowok... Ini kisah nyata lho!! bukan dari film... That's why 'Love : Impossible is Nothing'!!!

Huahh.... Blogger-nya lemot banget hari ini....

Huff.... Akhir-akhir ini hari-hari berjalan semakin berat saja... Semakin banyak ulangan, belum lagi year book, ditambah lagi semakin buruknya relasi dengan dia (detailnya di my-other-blog)....

Waduh..... wes gak ngerti aku kudu ngomong opo.... Tewur-tewur... Wes ngono saiki awak-ku rodok gak enak... Duh.. Duh....

Wes gitu ada 2 anak di kelas sing ngotot kalo aku seneng sama arek lain.... Wes diomongi salah ya sik ngotot ae 2 arek iku....

Kalo aku mau lari saja, melupakan-nya tuh rasanya berat banget, dan rasane gak bisa banget gitu.... Terus aja ada di-pikiranku terus.... Ah, just get lost!!!! I can't stand like this anymore... Sebener'e apa maumu?? Kamu tuh mau aku harus gimana??? memang sih perjuanganku gak seperti yang dilakukan di film'e if only, ato di My Sassy girl. Tapi yah, mengertilah kalau orang tuh berusaha mbok dihargai sedikit gitu lho!!!!!! Lagian gimana aku mau berusaha lebih keras kalau berusaha aja gak pernah dapet respon!!

Sudah dulu ah... semakin aku menulis, semakin aku berat.....
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Well, akhir-akhir ini aku dah jarang nulis blog lagi, mau tau kenapa???
Ada 2 hal, yang pertama, internet di rumah dah di cabut, soalnya abis banyak bulan lalu, yah meskipun masih bisa curi-curi, tapi dah jarang itu....
Yang kedua, nothing special with my life, yah hari-hari ini rasanya berjalan sama saja, hari ini sama dengan hari kemarin, hari besok sama dengan hari ini, gak tau lah.... Mungkin karena aku gak ada semangat untuk membuat hari-hariku spesial, jadi tiap hari sama saja, it always be like this: Bangun pagi, pergi ke sekolah, sebelum pelajaran mulai kerja PR dulu, waktu pelajaran ngantuk banget and males banget, jam ke-3 ke wc, terus pulang sekolah langsung pulang, and do the makalah (it's already submited man!!!, Hell Yeah!!!) sampe sore, terus nganggur sampe malem.... Yeah, akhir-akhir ini seperti itu terus....

Errr, mungkin yang 'agak' spesial tuh kemaren, i was talking with her, tapi ini bukan cewek yang selama ini dipikirkan sama ully, ian , dll. Buat ully, aku tau apa yang kamu pikirkan kemaren waktu susulan biologi, BUT IT ISN'T THAT GIRL, IT'S TRUE!!!!!!..... yah meskipun ngomongnya gak lama2, tapi lumayan kan??? ya gak???

Yah, dan akhir-akhir ini yang kulakukan hanya nonton pilem-pilem, and this is how i rated those film:
Jomblo ***
Just Like Heaven *****
WindStruck ***
Star Wars III ****
If Only ***
Memoirs of Geisha ** (gak tau bagus'e dimana aku)
Eurotrip ****
Roadtrip ***
My Sassy Girl ****
Meet the Fockers **

ps : I was really impressed by the Just Like Heaven