Hello again, i'm writing a blog for the third time in a days. Don't know why, maybe it's because of so many problems lately. And this blog, is the only way to share my problems with, even this blog never answer my problem. But i like it, wishing that the person i meaned in this blog read this 'lame' blog. Hehe....

Well, in this afternoon a friend of mine invite me to his BBQ party, but it was raining out there, so i can't come, and writing this blog of course...

And, suddenly i changed my mind on send someone a sms, yeah, you know man beacome a 'scaredy cat' when talking about girl, =p. Talking about girl, my friend asked for my help, he asked me to show some testimonial on that 'world-virus friendster'.

Today, me and my friends had reserved a hotel in Orchid for the new year party, well, it's quite expensive, but it's one of the cheapest. Hopefuly it would be a great fun.

And yeah, i still don't know what decision should i take on the next new year yet, should i do it or not to do it..
ps:This one is also about that girl

Last but not least, HAPPY NEW YEAR, may all of us have a nice year....

I just don't know what this blog should titled to..

Well, yesterday seems to be a suck day, all i do is just waiting for a sms from someone, but no sms for me. Hopefully that you didn't read this blog.

Do you know the power of sms?
it is very powerful, even more powerful than a word,
you can just waiting for a sms for the whole day, just like me.
People can also be happy just because a sms.
People can easily lie with just a Rp.350,-.
People can cry just because a sms.
People can get a girlfriends by sms

So this morning i woke up in tiredness, and i was woken up by accident. A friend of mine called my in this very morning. And i was hoping that today wouldn't be as suck as yesterday..
Today, i'm gonna try that sms one more time. And i hope for success, pray for it everybody, please......

Well, hello again. This is a poem i had writen a few weeks ago, i just don't have time to post it. Let me say it again. All you read below is about my personal feeling.

about journey (a diary)

I'm standing on my way
Walking down this long road
When suddenly i saw something big, that never there before.
I say 'Get Lost!!'
But Still...

When i come near
what i see is only a big stone
I should move that stone
But I'm too tired to countinue this journey

I don't know what should i do
Should I Continue? Should I Stop?
So i sit down in my doubtfulness and write this poem
And i start asking, why do they always stand on my way?

-the v2002-

I'm writting this blog on a small corner of the world.
With a sorrow heart, and keep asking and waiting for something.
While typing this i keep on thinking about my problem and asking why my N-Gage didn't rang yet.
So, Instead of doing nothing i keep on writing a blog, hoping that i can forget my problem by writing this blog.
But that feeling never dissapeared.
This is a sad holiday, so what? if it's not a holiday it's still a boring day...
So god, fulfil my last night pray. Please.....
I don't know if my lord also read my blog, but i hope so......