Uff... capek banget ini, ini sekarang lagi di Simply Box, saya gak tau harus ngomong apa... Minggu kemaren bener2 melelahkan, well ya know, aku di ospek seminggu kemaren, bayangin aja tiap hari mesti bangun jam 4 pagi, terus pulang ospek jam 7 malem, kerja tugas sampe jam setengah satu, terus tidur... Dan selalu seperti itu...

Ketika sabtu ini aku pulang ke Malang, berharap kalo bakal dapet sesuatu yang spesial, bisa melepaskan dari kepenatan ini, jalan2 dll. eh ternyata jatuhnya ya ke sini, ke warnet... =(.... sama aja boong dah kalo gini...

Ya, aku nulis liriknya cinta sendiri di blog ini... mau tau kenapa??? I'll tell ya later.. Ntar dah kalo aku OL lagi aku cerita kenapa... hehehehe....

Well, sekarang dah jam 2, ntar jam 5 harus balik ke surabaya lagi... wtf...

So, see ya...

kau ungkapkan kepadaku
kan ada saatnya nanti
engkau milikku satu

ku menunggu dalam bimbang
adakah sungguhnya aku
kasih yg kau inginkan

biar aku yg pergi
bila tak juga pasti
adakah selama ini
aku cinta sendiri

biar aku menepi
bukan lelah menanti
namun apalah artinya
cinta pada bayangan

pedih aku rasakan
kenyataannya
cinta tak harus
saling memiliki

ku menunggu dalam bimbang
adakah sungguhnya aku
kasih yg kau inginkan

biar aku yg pergi
bila tak juga pasti
adakah selama ini
aku cinta sendiri

biar aku menepi
bukan lelah menanti
namun apalah artinya
cinta pada bayangan

pedih aku rasakan
kenyataannya
cinta tak harus
saling memiliki

jujur aku tak yakin bisa
jalani hari tanpa dirimu
namun apalah artinya
cinta pada bayangan

biar aku yg pergi
bila tak juga pasti
adakah selama ini
aku cinta sendiri

biar aku menepi
bukan lelah menanti
namun apalah artinya
cinta pada bayangan

pedih aku rasakan
kenyataannya
cinta tak harus
saling memiliki

hmm... i'm subscribing for a mailing list about tarot...
and here are what they told about the upcoming week:

Hi felix

Have you ever experienced the joy of staring into a clear
night sky, awestruck by the incredible sight of a zillion
sparkling stars?

What about the thrill of seeing a shooting star, for a
fleeting moment, burning so brightly, then ... gone?

Do you get the same buzz I do?

What is it about stars, that evoke such wonderful feelings?

THIS WEEK'S CARD: THE STAR

Gazing at a star-studded night sky is a truly beautiful and
hypnotic experience.

There is a magic and wonder about the stars and many of us
are familiar with the phrase ‘wish upon a star’.

What would you wish for right now? If you were to wish for
it, would you believe it could ever come true?

I wanted to share with you the magic I have experienced by
focusing on The Star card when it has come up in my
readings.

Wishing upon a star is at the heart of The Star card’s
meaning. It is a card of optimism, hope and unexpected
gifts. When this magical card comes up in a reading for
you it heralds a time of more positive opportunities and
happy outcomes.

This card is welcome almost anywhere in a reading as it is
a good indication that your wishes will be fulfilled,
sometimes not always as you would expect, and this card can
bring one or more unexpected gifts your way.

When it appears it can mean you are being too negative or
pessimistic, and it encourages you to have more hope and
optimism in your heart and mind, which is why I asked the
question earlier – 'if you did make a wish, would you
believe it could come true?'

I have wished upon The Star card many times and my
spirits always lift when it appears in my readings. I
recall in early spring of 2002 making a wish to be
given an opportunity to work with the Tarot with as many
people as possible, sharing a gift that was mutually
beneficial for my clients and myself.

It was a big dream and a big wish for at that time I
couldn’t see how I could achieve it, but I did BELIEVE I
would. Then in May of 2002, I met David, the talented
webmaster of Lotus Tarot, and as they say, the rest is
history :-)

The Star card has been a frequent feature in my readings
for most of the last year and I know why: because I have
received so many unexpected surprises and gifts, not just
in money and material things, but also friendships and
love.

If you haven’t taken much notice of this card before, look
out for it now, and when it comes up, make your wish!!
Remember, a wish made with hope and belief can bring so much
more power and magic to it.

Love and Joy,
Alison